Sometimes people needs motivation, they have the motive but don't have the motions, for example, how actually a lazy person like me go exercise everyday?
Since young, I had a weak body, bad in sports, poor in studies, wanted to change the situation but never take the actions as no one surrounding me urge me for a change. That is how I fall in love with jogging, and good habits get influence the others, from jogging, to swimming, to badminton, here is my life in USM. Although a bit of selfishness, I do used the excuse of helping my friend here to keep fit, as well as get myself trained. I am thanks to have the "win-win" situation while I am forcing her to do it with me.
In fact, full marathon is just another excuse for me to train myself, I know clearly that I am not able to achieve it (at least now it seems to be like that). But it is just work as a target for me to continue training, and to challenge myself, whether achieve it or not, I will just try my best. In life you got to go through a lot of obstacles, well, I saw one good sentence, give the meaning of "SET GOALS IN YOUR LIFE, BUT DON'T MAKE THE EASY ONE". It is hard, that's why I aiming for that, I am 22 years old now, if not doing such a "CRAZY" mission, wait until 50++ only come and challenge?
I do, and shall appreciate all the positive as well as negative feedback from my friends while they know I am going for the full this time. Until here, I still remember my first half marathon, my friend thought that I am the crazy one who go for the long distance while the other go for fun or 10km. (Being forced but really thanks to that!)
Nor matter how people look at me, I shall not treat it so seriously, Well, no one will know until that day. I won't be able to do it day by day now for the 42 km, not even 10km I can achieve, that is what crazy about MARATHON, that is what crazy about MYSELF, CHONG JIAO WEI.
Well, I am just an ordinary girl living in her own world, I will try my best for my first time in life, whether what is the outcome, whether I will finally get my 4th medal, and the finisher cloth, I don't seem them as so important now, of course it would be the added encouragement for me to proceed, but I also believe the most important is I HAVE MADE THE FIRST STEP, TO JOIN THE MARATHON.
Maybe at the end, you will see that I am making myself into troubles, but since you never start your first step, you never know the enjoyment of running a marathon, it is not a game nor a competition, yet it tells thousands of life stories along the journey, you can see the professional runners, you can also see the old man, one day if you were into the situation like me, treating yourself as no body, become part of them to join, imagine their life, and think again about yours, I appreciate the journey, the ending, don't seems to be so important anymore. Well, I am not a professional runner anyway.
So, take it easy! Try your best, so that you won't regret at the end that is what I can say to myself.
Believe in one and try the very best.
Thanks to those accompany and encourage me before and now,
Thanks to those who doesn't trust me and forced me to prove it wrong.
This time, it is exactly two months left for the training.
The result will be shown on the morning u awake on 17th November 2013,
whether I achieve it or not.
Miracles do happen?
We will see it together.
Cheers, Take it easy.
Go on with my Candy Crush now. >.<
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