Sunday, 2 December 2012

Where is my mood gone??????

My mind had already concentrated with all the studies and revisions along this semester. I don't know what kind of entertainment or sports can really make me out of all these tension. Even a friend who is readily available to talk to. What TO DO?

Enjoyed the busy moments while having tonnes of activities on hand. That's why a bit of uneasy for me to suite again this kind of retired life. But no choice, not that I don't want to continue join but there is a lot of activities which forms the committee this sem but having the event next year and I am gonna to go for internship already.

Now, although is still not free, but most of the time been hiding in the room to study and revision and lab reports, there goes my golden time. Not forget the becoming more and more boring of facebook and computer games and dramas. Anything else I can do? Next time back home I shall bring the jumping rope with me. At least can go ground floor to jump jump maybe? Hmm.

What is more? There will be THREE WEEKS break before the Final First paper. I really don't know how to survive. Will be really die of boredom. ARGHHHHHH..... I still cannot accept the fact also. Why on earth we have no chance to finish the exam earlier. At least evenly distribute so that we no need to squeeze every subject in the brain and to be unloading it again after three weeks of suffering.

Self-reinforcement really a need for mindset recharged. And guess that it's time for me to learn to enjoy the loneliness, the quiet time to live in my own little world. Entertainment needed. Back to the natural. Haha. I will find my motivation back real soon perhaps. >.< World of internet doesn't help me too. Due to the slow speed it will make me fed up even easier. Guess That I will find something to do on WEDNESDAY. Movie, shopping, or simple just a sports.  Shouting "FREEDOM" could be a crazy way for me too. Perhaps, another week will be without another test. *Afraid another test pop out again. Will be really drive me crazy.

The motivator theories don't works so much. LOL

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