Back to the very early history of mine, in my previous years, I can never imagine I will be taking this degree course and it is in Penang. Since I was in my secondary, I am always thinking to become an engineer even though I am not sure what engineers are doing. Of course, Physics and Additional Mathematics is both my loves during that time, I love Chemistry but it never fits my expectation, so I have a complicated feeling towards it, and Biology is indeed my weakest subject partly I blamed on my school teacher who can't speak well in English. >.<
During my sixth form, I chose Physics and Chemistry without a second thought, even I got to be separated with my best friend that time. One I found and used as an excuse is during that time I failed my Physics, but is it really the key points?
Most of my classmates failed for several time, and there are the future engineer-to-be. And me, I chose a different path to go. At first, even myself was doubt, why am I taking Food Technology. It should be taken by a Biology major student.
Slowly I am falling in love with the course, the people, the school, the university and of course, Penang!
I have met my besties, my soulmates, my sisters and a lot more intelligent people from different walks of life that I can never imagine I will meet them.
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Next, I have imagine to stay out of campus to learn cooking since the first year but never fulfill it, and I thought it is only a thought but it comes true during my final year. I never actually think that I will be holding the wok and pan in my life, until I am needed to do cooking during my internship company to prepare the recipe given. (a lot of fail product >.<)
There is one of the reason I still appreciate my internship although it aren't much "technology" I can learn from there, but it is more of cooking the sauce and paste (my fyp project might be doing paste again? I am still thinking~~ Headache... ) and also interaction between people. I have been years of life that live in my comfort zone with my friends around. So, I have had a hard time to mix with new people in fact.
Which is another unexpected in life, I thought I have been mixing around with new people from time to time. But seems that my charisma skill is yet to be improved. LOL.
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I am so addicted to travel these few years since after I back from student exchange program two years ago, after ChiangRai, ChiangMai and Bangkok in Thailand, I have visited a few new places such as Sabah, Sarawak, Ho Chih Min City in Vietnam, a few state in the West Malaysia: Ipoh, Kedah, Melaka (my own place that I also haven't explore), Penang (where I live now), Kuala Lumpur and Selangor (during internship for shopping purposes), and the most recent during the semester break were Taiwan (Taipei and Taichung) and also Thailand (Phuket and Hatyai).
Have not list them down, I also do not realized I have travel so many places. Not to compare to the other friends that studies overseas, I am here in Malaysia also kept on leave my footprint in many other places. Hehe.
But I never expected there is one day I feel tired of travelling around. The never-come-home kids finally willing to stay at "home". Unlike the other course-mates who will catch any of their holiday home, I am just wanna to stay at a comfort place. Personally like a phrase that I have read in a book <Love home then you know how to love> 《恋家才会恋爱》: "Love, is no need for a coming home, it is ones who can still able to feel it even you are alone." (真正的恋家，不是身在异乡而想念家园，而是能够做到，即使最后只剩下自己一个，也可以过得很好).
And yeah, I am tired of backpacking and traveling for the current state, or maybe it should be time to calm down and focus on my studies. My might be the very ending of my student life, which I hopes that it never going to be end so fast.
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Life, is never been plan for myself, maybe it is a yes for the other, and I walks through it randomly, with little direction given from the mindset, the other left for me to explore the fun out of it, although sometimes it tasted bitter, but at the end I think I am still missing every moment. It can never pass through again.
Every steps count- good luck for me for today, tomorrow, and the latter.
Less than One year before I got to make a choice again for my future.
In fact, a friend told me before, it shouldn't be depending on our luck,
it should be grabbing it on our hand if we work hard on it.
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