Countdown to the end of the four - years journey.

Looking back again when everything is finally countdown to the very end. Once upon a time, my friends and I used to buy a notebook for the others to write some biodata as a memories to keep for a life time. I remember very clearly is my teacher, Mr Ronald kept that from his study life until the for us the students to write for our contacts.

My little book for as a remarks for my secondary school life. 

with some of the remarks, advice and some just simply joke with me. 

A book that you won't feel bored even a thousand times. Especially when you feel alone. A place where people tell the truth on what they see on you. 

The final year of my university, not much courses like the previous academic year, yet even lesser event I can join, in terms of the free time or simply the brain is too lazy to make some fun. 

Time still flowing as usual. And I realized it has been sometime I am lazy to update my blog. It really affects the flow of idea on what and how to write fluently, in English or Chinese, both I found the difficulty. Some skills are just got to be practice often so that you can make your weapon sharp else it will fade away like you never did. 

This month, there are the same date for both events that really remarks some important moments in my university life: TI night - prom night during my first year and also Wenyu- Chinese Society Cultural Night （文娱）during my second year. Both events that I really appreciate what I learn from joining and the people I get to know them from the events. 

Before I enter university, I am one who was focused on clubs and activities, particularly in Music and Choir. I have been questioning myself on how I am going to pass through my university life, with the activities again? or I should focus more on building up my career path? 

To be honest I cannot let myself to give up on any of them. So I chose not to become any member of the club and society but just join the small events organised. Counting from first year until the final year, I am only join as a small committee member from TI night for helping to find for performance and emcee, Karnival Wanita by Restu as in sponsorship, Wenyu as in stage design and publicity, Yingxin (迎新）as in activities, particularly in introductory night as the few notable one in this four years. Ways too little as compared to the others who really actively join the events held in university. 

My first and second year life besides being a student. 

But I found what I love the most in life: Travel and jogging. 

Traveling is one thing that out of my expectation. I hardly get to travel due to the financial status. USM has given me the golden opportunity to travel to Thai for four months, then I started to learn how to survive out of the place that you really familiar with. Not too much, but I started to step out. Of course, it would be much enjoyable if you really do your homework before travel. As limited budget as well. If one day, I can really let go of everything and fully enjoy, it would be much more fun I can imagine. 

My Thailand exchange experience 

Meanwhile, I am more comfort with stay for a period of time than go travel to a city for 3 days and come back again. I would love to know the local people and see how they really live in real life. 

Jogging and marathon are another unexpected journey I had never cross my mind before I enter university. Thanks to the living environment that give me the chance to look at my weak health and trying to make some changes. I have a lot of bad habits that make my health is not so good and also the working experience that I had in casino has brought my health even worse. (sometimes I do think that my lungs are already blackout due to the second hand smoke I have inhaled and also due to the 24- hours working rotation that make me live day and night reversely. ) 

Until now, I still cannot believe of my three half marathon and last year challenged on the full run. 

(anyway I failed! so this year another time)

and there are chances for me to go back to other sports, swimming and also started to explore to gymnasium ( rare cases). 

Also Penang, the well known Food paradise had bring my taste buds to another level. I started to dare myself to try out the food different from what I have seen. Although I am now starting to learn to eat the bland taste food of my cooking. Of course, my major on food also have broaden my views towards food as well. 

Not only that, I am also started to talk the language not in my mother tongue as well. My besties here are very kind to listen to my broken English and as part of my training, my Malay also slightly more than ABC and I get to have introductory language to Thai and French. 

Still a lot of improvement to be done for everything.  

I really appreciate of what I have come across these four years, the people and the experience that teach me what real life is and also the virtual world. 

Today, I just want to shout very loudly that I finally submit the dissertation and now going to prepare for the slides for the presentation. Ten days to go. ALL THE BEST for everyone! 

Live the life you want but also learn what should be the best for you. 

Life isn't always need to be the best, but the "best" is on how you defined it. 

Some people likes to score a better grades, 

some people needs the claps from the audience, 

some people just like the way they are. 

We learn and view things from different perspective, no one can judge perfectly of the gains and losses. Because you lead your life, perhaps we all know what are our passions for life.

And thanks for all the people I know and learn from. Thanks for showing up in my life. 

Thanks for teaching me how to love. 

The hardest knowledge for me to learn exactly.