And then, I realized and found out that I had have myself let go of everything. It is not that hard to forget and forgive when the things had become the past. I hate the feeling of unsure and unsafe. Therefore I am more glad that everything made clear and so that I can make a different decision.
Thanks to those guys that have helped me make all these feelings clear. I am now totally is free of those complicated feelings. Perhaps tonnes of it I can make it really light now. The easiest way to get myself live happily with simple life.
For example, after a few of so called boring classes over the week and also meetings, I finally can go for sing K on the Friday. The singing is totally just for sing it out high and happy to see those guys who tried to follow spoiled their voice. And when it comes across couple songs, we sing with the feeling and tried our best not to laugh it out. Haha. I really appreciate I am having so many crazy friends around. Some to crazy with me, some to listen to me, some to wait for me to listen, some to build our dreams together. And of course a lot more which I hope I could have enough time to get to know them more. Especially in the Chinese Society. Guess that I have build up a strong friendship between my coursemates. =D I am GLAD about it. Those times that I can just survive within the small world.
And now I am letting myself to get to know the outside world. Learning new stuff, taking new challenges, I always believes and remembers what my friend told me during SPM biodata writing, She told me that it is always not too late to do something if you wanted to. Pointing towards my studies. I did it badly but have that sentences always on my mind now. I never regrets of not joining the Chinese Society since the first year, because I am also in need of getting to know my coursemates first. By hook or by crook, anyone of them might be my future colleagues. Haha. Even I don't follow this path after got my degree, I believes that they will still my best memories in the University Life.
Not to forget those lecturer, I am trying my best now to have some fun on the class to keep myself awake. Just finished a task given by the lecturer to make a video clip. It is about time arrangement. With the maximum time for 5min. I did it for 2min40sec. A really short one. But believing myself to have cover what suppose to be, I am the first one to submit the homework. Haha. and then I falling asleep for a few hours, that tells you why I am still awake now. (1.18am) LOL.
Although not yet done any other studies. I do hope for a better one for the day coming. haha
My "chubby" face to show you that I am really eat a lot and enjoy life too much. =P
Hope that YOU can also let go and can really smile from the heart.
Life is short and everything changes very fast.
One thing that never leaves you is always yourself.
Instead of letting others to lead you.
Find a way to lead yourself to lives happily.
I have found mine,
a novel that always give me laughs,
teach me new knowledge,
give me motivations,
or even simply a love story.
I am totally in my imaginary world now. =D


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