Stressful Week!

I know I ain't a person who appreciate time. In Fact, I have wasted so much TIME and energy to carry on doing those nonsense, Facebook, Drama, and Games. I won't classify Blogging and Reading are things that wasting time, because I believe that these two improve my thinking and help me from the learning path.

Last week, was the mid- semester break, a week holiday in between the whole semester for the students to get their break from the hectic student life. But Holiday aren't meaning of freedom, tonnes of assignment, tests are awaiting right after the break. That's why I chose to stay back in the hostel to get my rest apart of using my turtle speed of studying. (MUST be most of the time wasting the golden time still)

Anyway, one thing to be awaiting in the end is the Penang Marathon, it is my third time of Half Marathon in my life. No improvement but the result is degrading. Anyway, the finisher medal still a prove for me to have tried my best to finished the journey within the qualifying time. I appreciate it. The journey and the motivations that this journey give to me. I can think a thousand thoughts in my mind along the journey without the distractions of messages.

Another point made to my surprise, someone happened to come sms me again, a special friendship that I had for quite some years. Our relationship even I couldn't tell the exact position. Me, as being the elder one, thought that I have already put everything behind after he told me he has got feeling towards another girl. I aren't got angry (did surprised me though for my feeling that time). I am always having sixth sense, but whether I want to trust it or not. In fact, my mind was clear enough to enjoy my life at any moment now.

Single is already a norm for me. Without depressed myself anymore of those complicated feeling, after I got the clear answer to clear the relationship. Everything goes fine for me. Everything seems to be alright without crying or paining.
I am still a simple girl, waiting for the man to appear in front of me? Or as simple as, I am just a simple person, without worrying of those relationship, live the simple me, learnt to adapt the single life. Sometimes, even tried to enjoy the feeling of loneliness. Listen to it. Deep inside. Looking for the peace.

I have a lot of friends, men and women, evenly I guess?

Where had I gone so far? Hmm, In the very short way, I just want to say, I am now trying to stop the confusing relationship to be continue again. And since this is also happen only occasionally, just treat it as someone had his loneliness once a while. Everyone do have their Emo or hectic time, needed to be relieved right? Just consider as me also facing the same thing at here.

FULL STOP.

After the break, two tests both brain twisting one have gone so far. Another test, a presentation, and two lab report are awaiting ahead. As usual, try to stop those thoughts and stay calm. Say Peace v (^..^) v!!

Everything will be fine and the answer will be out one day. Nothing to think and worry about right? I believe I can.