Randomly check on the blog and I got this: 2013 New Year Resolution , one that I have written a year ago, looking back, my new year dream was really too small, until I did most of the thing, seems like it is not a resolution but a road that must be taken and no way say No.
One say you should plan and challenge yourself each and everyday, but not because of it is a new year then only you plan it and do it. Well, there is something of short and long term planning is it true?
It can be a target to be achieve within a month, 3 months, 1 year and even 5 or 10 years.
What do you want to achieve in your life?
This would be an answer I need to find out for this year, upon saying good bye to my friends in university, getting my ticket for a new circle to enter, finishing my degree, doing my final year project, having my last semester class starting mid February, facing the paper for tomorrow, eating my dinner now and etc.
I can aim for this year, I want to update this blog each a day, but well, a friend say I am simply spamming his Facebook news feed. And although I do hope I got something to update each day but I am not sure it will be everyday interesting story to share while I am facing the seaweed, chemical, and analysis.
I can aim for to target to go for jogging or continuously doing some sports each day in a month time, or cook myself everyday a dish for a month time or as simple as finish a book within a month and keep update another one by month.
A 3 months target? the only thing I can think and pray of is to finish my final year project lab work within 3 months. Maybe in the future, I will hope and plan for a trip for three months period? It got to be really long!
Within a year, I am going to face the jobless moment? or as lucky as my sister that found her job upon graduation? or where will I be?
Talking to Sue Anne previously, she reminds me on one of the application I have made earlier, what if I cannot even join my graduation ceremony? I am not sure now, as there is so many uncertainties in life (which I really wish it happen often, and that is what makes life interesting!) But looking it back to the old time, I am actually failed to go back to school to get my certificates for SPM and also STPM, both I have knew through my friends and I am working in Genting, the feeling of nervous at a different region then your friends, and SPM did a bad job makes me feels like crying due to the loneliness too. STPM is a little better, well, there is so called the ups and downs in life.
And graduation is so called a life time experience which is just as important as your wedding. (Someone said so? I forgotten where I got this sentence already. ) But if there is anything out there is more important than it, you will never know, I might be just not able to be present which is so called the OPPORTUNITY!
All I can say to myself is, Chong Jiao Wei, please focus on your study for tomorrow and Saturday. The exam is going to end soon so please do your most urgent works instead of day dreaming...
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